had fun after school,,
played block catching wiv ESTELLAdarlingg,,NERI&VANcousii& boys like;
farhan j nd farhan s, iqmal,allif,khairul,jiajun,jacky...
feeling so down.
im an unlucky person.
i hav to suffer during my childhood days dat rr supposed to be HAPPY TIMES.
im unfortunate.
im stupid.
im a jinx.
i look like a freak.
im nothing good,
juz a person born to replace a lost life.


i hate myself.
i shd simply mature only when im a teenager.
maturing so early,
makes my life so difficult,,
so bad...
maturing so early,,
juz makes me f__ __ l___,
a BGR,,
smth which i can nvr be successful in..
it hurts juz too much...