just now..i cried HEAVILY twice...
i could not hold back my tears..
and i cant anymore....
i even cried for smth i shd not cry over..
STUPIDITY.
at first.. i didnt cry...
but then when i reached home..
i broke down in the toilet immediately....
i felt so numb aft crying.......
now im better..
i dun think it has anything to do wiv mood swings...
i must hav some sort of emotion problems.
i wonder if i can still hold back my tears in school anymore..
dear friends,,
so,, dun find it weird if one day..
u see me burst into tears even if without any reason...
i cant control anymore lerr...
they just flow out without any control.
i guess, BIG GIRLS DONT CRY,
but not for those who cant control....
i wann a polka dot dress...
its so gorgeous!
but my mum says there's no "fitting room" thus i shd not buy,, just incase, cos i hav nvr bot a dress like dat.
she says go somewhere else to buy it...
well, wad can i do. )"":
okok.
i cried at first bcos of dat.
LOL.
i know...
hmm...
i know wad.
i'll tell mum,,aft the exam,,
as long as three subjects i still maintain band ones,
i get to buy it straight away. (: