today is NATIONAL DAY!
happy 42nd bday my HOME!
i love singapore simply too much!
having steamboat for dinner.
i love steamboats, their soup tastes especially TASTY!
now, th NDP is going on....
people there rr simply so excited..
HAHHA.
havent told my frens except for estee darlingg abt my chnged url yet.
now, doing so...
YAY. finally gary ahdi has made a blog again.
LOL.
people either think my name is "chairmaine" or "charmine"
ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate th "chairmaine" th most.
its CHARMAINE.
ands....i know girls should not be so "zhu dong" larrs..
BUT,, i wun give up de..
just scared bahh..
i really want to go back to SCHOOL!
miss my frens..
thou only two days like that...
hahha...
MISS MY BFFs!!! :D
i finally realised smth.
its nvr good to reason with your elders aka parents.
its useless.
INSTEAD of winning,
YOU get breathless while not earning any of ur rights.
neither getting sastifaction.
bcos, no matter whether they noe they rr right or wrong,
they simply continue ARGUEING wiff you.
they nvr wann to lose their face for their children.
they never wann to lose.
THUS, yesterday, i gave up.
while walking home from th interchange,
my mum got scolded by my aunt for not knowing how to take karre of my little OMG brother.
and, I got scolded by my mum in return.
TY for that.
i tried reasoning,
but in th end,
i STOPPED && APOLOGISED for nth.
i felt so pissed off.
but i had to apologise,
or she would continue from NIGHT TO DAY.
and i would like, breakdown in th end.
its true lorrs,,
many times,
i tried to argue.
and i ended up CRYING...
i nvr wann to CRY infront of them..
yea,, u rr saying,, "trying to act strong huh?"
NVM..
so from now on,
REGARDLESS of whether im right or wrong,
i will apologise.
for th sake of having an easier time.
just one "ok, its my fault ok? im wrong ok."
and, viola, i get to breathe.
I TOTALLY CANT TAKE ANY OF THESE KINDS OF THINGS ANYMORE.
APOLOGISING WILL LET ME HAVE SOME SPACE TO BREATHE.
I SHALL JUST PINCH&SQUEEZE&SLAP&PUNCH&KICK MY DEAR EEYORE.
THANKS EEYORE.