urh.
iit kinda sounds crazy,,
but,,
ii...
wann to wait till im older; probably 13...
then will ii std...
yahh,, ii guess,,
its right,,
im TOO young for this...
iif ii just anyhow start a BGR..
iit won work out- for sure.
iim nurt even confident abt my feelings,,
so how will one work out well.
and ii know,,
when ii get into another school; when ii graduate,,that is,,
ii will find someone better,,
a guy that fits my conditions well.
nurt that none in this school im in now is nurt good,
just that,,
my conditions,, apply to derr looks and blablabla...
ii wann to be with a guy,,
who is taller than me(=.=),
nurt too smart(-.-),
who can go out with me,
spend christmas or mooncake/lantern fest with me,
"fetch"me from school,
play with me,
surprise me,
walk me home,
AND,,
honestly,
a guy who can treat me,
like a little sister;with the ___ feeling for me XD,
lets say,,
like,, he will pat my head sometimes?
hahharhs, stupid luhh.
ii mean,,well,, which girl wouldnt wann that to happen,,
but,, precisely we aint old enough,,
ii guess ii shd be a little more realistic,,
and let things go the natural way;
as in don force. .__.
ii guess ii shd just make myself have fun each and every other day,,
till ii have grown till im a true TEENAGER. [[: