hmm,,
today,, ii BADBADBADBAD mood.
maybe sunzi could tell that;
cos ii didnt bother to take back my bottle when he took it,,
neither did ii answer him when he talked to me.
reasons are-

1. bro-in-law shouted "I x33 VANESSA!" to sweethearts in canteen today mann,,
he even wrote "ii x33 vanessa" 100 times to her luhh!
so ii was kinda like,,
green with envy,,
then jealous,,
then angry lorhs. ;D

2. me and twinnie saw two SLUTS in school today mann.
one is wayyy more like a SLUT than derr other one.
(no offencce...)
they kept flirting with OUR brothers; this aint first time,,
and damn it,,
like that wasnt enough,,
one of them flirted with sunzi;
and right infront of his gf-twinnie mann!
twinnie gort so angry till she said "chiibaii" lorhs!
and sunzi no 'fen cun" at all one,,
continue to playplayplay with them like madd.
we like,,
kan ta men bu shun yan lorhhs.
so,, today,, they officially become enemies of mine-and twinnie's.
E-N-E-M-I-E-S.
but nurt only for the reason they flirt,,
one of them simply takes advantage of people!
btw,,
one of them scream until like ghost lorhs.

3. its like related to #2.
when ii saw ____ and one of derr flirts playing so happily,,
ii gort angry,,
then almost cry...
iim starting to wonder if ii still have feelings for him..
but,,
we arent meant for each other,,
cause we didnt last longg...
but ii was loved by him before;
and thats enough for me.



you were my strength when ii was weak
you were my voice when ii couldnt speak
you were my eyes when ii couldnt see
you saw the best there was in me
lifted me up when ii couldn't reach
you gave me faith cause you believed
iim everything ii am;
because you loved me
you gave me wings and made me fly
you touched my hand ii could touch the sky
ii lost my faith, you gave it back to me
you said no star was out of reach
you stood by me and ii stood tall
ii had your love; ii had it all
iim grateful for each day you gave me
maybe ii don't know that much
but ii know this much is true
ii was blessed,,
because ii was loved by you
-Because You Loved Me by Celine Dion


this song speaks my heart,,
as in what ii wann to say,,
anw,,
anybody gort this song?
love it soo much. [[: