my head hurts luhxz (jus like how my heart hurts) .
lawls , mus bb cos ii never sleep enough . .
so tired uh .

yesterday and today many thing happen .
at first ii happy durh , was like smiling non-stop until mother du lann lurh .
ii thought my unhappiness gone liao .
but in e end , _________ .
so , today ii still keep scoldin e F word in school then use vivian as punching bag .
sorry siol . .
ii cannot control my mouth lurh - if ii angry or sadd ii will straight away say e F word ):
but ii will never drop a tear in school , its not worth it like what vanessa say .
euu dunn even ___ me still ask me ____ euu . .
then in e end ii manage to make euu show your true colour .
ii will forget euu durh , ii will bb like before (but when ii reach home , first thing happened was a drop of tear..)
my lollies sisters will still bb my top priority .
ii dunn wan talk to euu anymore (no matter how much it hurts ii will force myself durh) .

ii found out shilin still __________________ .
euu are a nice girl , jus bb confident and jiayou 'k (:
[ andandand , xinyin , ii didnt know ___ got read my stuffs that part .
ii really didnt know durh .
everytime ii snatch away he will scoldd me say " see wont die right ? ! " .
then he will secretly take everytime .
a few times ii never realise , ii didnt know he got read that part durh . .
ii think what he saw is my recent writing .
ii was very sadd yesterday so wrote out many many things . .
but th main person wasnt euu .
he make me very du lann siia . .
didnt know he will say out what is written in my book . .
sorry ): dunn angry at me can ?
dunn wan lose such a nice sister like euu .
please please please x.o ]

going to eat my dars chocolate lurh .
b.b ,.