tht day i first fell in love with hiim ,
was th day i couldnt believe myself .
tht day i accepted th fact ,
was th day i had bequn tuu crave for hiim every day every niiqht .


tht day he accepted miie ,
i couldnt b concerned ifb he loved miie truly cus i jus wanted hiim .
tht day we qot toqether ,
was th happiest day of miie life sho far .


tht day i left hiim ,
was not th day i stopped lovinq hiim .
tht day i decided tuu nvr look back ,
was not th day my feelinqs faded - i was blinded by his weaknesses .


tht day i realised i hadnt forqotten hiim ,
tht day i needed hiim , wanted hiim , craved for hiim , yearned for his love ,
was th day i admitted tuu myself i still love hiim .


& ever since , I counted th days , minutes , seconds . .
ever since , 28.o7.o8
i've been lovinq hiim && i still do .

i also hav faults
i also hav weaknesses
&& i believe of tht i hav morr dann he does . .

i've been cryinq whn i'm alone ,
tears of how deeply i reqret lettinq hiim qo .

i've been wishinq upon th skies ,
" Please , could i hav hiim bac ? "
But yes i kno , imma stuupid useless uqly biitch ,
&& i'm no match for her . .

thinkinq of yoo
- every day every hour every minute every second every moment . .

i've tried qivinq yoo up ,
but jus as hard as lovinq yoo ,
it hurts like a million choppers stabbinq my heart . .
i'm helpless .
yoo said i'm stuupid tuu force myself tuu qive yoo up ,
but wht else could i do ?
tell mii .

jus feel like postinq this aw .