when someone tries tuu make u happy ,
&& u hav no choice but tuu force a smile , fake a laugh .

today is finally th day for th carnival .
manythinks happened , some really meaningful de .
so i decided tuu blog everythink down (:

when th classes had tuu prepare for carnival in th hall ,
me n jiajun kuku kept disiao-ing each other sial .
he'd call me "ahma" n i'd call him "ahpek" :D
dann went upstairs with jannah for a while ,
passed by mr din XS luckily he dint see my shoe sey . hhee .
instead he damn funny larr .
but very hard tuu say what happen so , nvrm . XD
aft that th carnival went on liddat lo .
th peeps sibei wacky sio , snatching customers here n there .
dann ............ i bo mood .
sad ,
but no one knew ..
dann i sat there , at my stall .
really gonna cry le , but still , no one noticed .
until clara or what called me tuu ask somethink bout th stall ,
dann i forced down my tears .
idontkno why .
i've been thinking n thinking th past few days , hours , seconds .
i cuud not understand why i was liddat larr . ohfcuk ,
dann aft am session carnival , went down for our recess .
there only hav me n jiajun .
siahh larr , he disiao me again .
dann he called me dog n pulled my hair around liddat D:
after that feli , neri n dee came down le .
toktok a bit , walk around .
finally saw my wifey (:
had so many questions i wanted tuu ask .
but , i thot . forget it . so i dint tok bout them in th end .
dann slack around th i-cove with 6e peeps jiu went up class .
dann idontkno why jones eyes so powerful lei
i walk from farfar he also can spot me .
dann he carry some bottle n ran towards me ,
shouting "atttttttttaaaaaaccccccckkkkkkk ~ "
laughoutloud . he's really oh-so-futeee at times can :D
but it hurt anyway , coz he aimed th bottle at me . lol .
dann we toktok a bit luhh .
he asked me why i dint go down .
dann i ask him back why he dint go down .
he said he dint go down coz he dint wanna go down . ahaha . crap :D
during mother tongue ,
gavin was sucha entertainer can (:
he suddenly came tuu me ,
turned th chair infront n sat on it , facing me .
dann we began tuu crap alot :D
he kept toking bout ____ stuffs can :/
i bo choice , go along with th stuffs he said lo XD
i drew bras on his hand n he showed it tuu wenjing they all . XD
ohkay , i'm gross . wakekeke .
dann he suddenly starestare at me
n broke out laughing . he said he'd tell me somethink
that i'd laugh like shiat at when i heard it .
guess what it was ?
he said he now dann realise i hav eyes like vanessa's -.-
lol . gone bonkers larr he .
dann we keep disiao-ing each other .
had lots of laughs crapping with my gayfriend :D
n we ended th day with
me calling him " u got hair but without ______ "
n he calling me " u got hair but no ______ "
ahahaha . lol . u wont wanna kno what th underlines stand for XDXDXD
actually i was " ): " de ,
dann aft listening tuu his shiat tok ,
i became liddat " (: " .
thanks alot . even tho he dint kno it . ahaha .

aft school , dint wanna stay back .
so i take bus hom .
suddenly receive sms from kor saying th seniors coming back tuu see us .
dann he said wanna see me ,
so i chiong tuu alight from bus dann take back again XD
ahahaha . i'm mad can .
so end up decide tuu stay tuu do carnival .
aidil , rash , afiq , fiqkry , tamam etc keep snatching cust. from me n jannah lo
unfair sey .
but end up we two always win th kiddies' hearts XD wakekeke .
saw kelly tan my buddy !!
aww . she grow so much le sial .
from small small kid become chiobuu le sey :D
love her loads (:
dann jem n hock came tuu our stall , seating down on th chair .
dann hock n jem act girlish , pretend wanna do henna , n act gay also XD
dann jem gave that kinda look .
like , omg sial . girls , beware XD
dann saw manymany juniors like ,
jynrui , shiting , cloe , jia hui , phoebe , derick's friend etc etc (:
toktok with them . love them (:
dann jai came ! n cleo n zhenyi (:
dint really tok tuu kor laas . coz he with his friends ma .
paisehh paisehh XD
at first i not confident bout my henna-ing skill larr .
but aft much persuasion i helped two peeps draw on their hand :D
i drew my "zhao pai" roseeeeyyyy . ahaha .
n i think i will award myself good marks ba ?
hheeeeeeeee .
dann i was like , letting siongyee do th girl oth hand
while i refine th hand i drew on for th girl .
suddenly i heard wayne's voice from behind ,
so turned my head n saw him standing there ,
staring at me doing th think . hahaas (:
dann he ask me tuu donate tuu th "charity box" he was holding on tuu .
but i dint . coz i kno it is their money box horr .
dont try tuu con me dude . heeeeeeee XP
dann after tiring day ,
finally went hom at 05puls .
so tired . wanna sleep haobuhao ):

er , wanna thank some peeps for making me smile much today .
gay friend , my juniors , n his mesmerizing smile (:
u aint kno who th he is . so please dont wild guess for godsake .