As the clock ticks on, thy feeling grows deeper.

Nowadays, my parents are constantly repeating those few lines into my ears.
Words like, "you've changed", "why are you like this" etc...
They'd irritate me with stupid hints they hide inside what they say to my lil bro.
At times, they'd just scold me hard.
Everything I do they also have to comment.
Like, if I'm changing, there's nothing you can do.
I'm being myself what!
Very soon, I will not be able to take it anymore.
Words cannot describe what I'm going through at home now.
I feel like I'm drowning in water, instead of being able to tread on it.
The breathing is getting tougher and tougher.
All these is giving me the urge to do those crazy things, smoke, beer...