It feels so empty; time without you.

Ate more today.
Up till 0730pm, I had only taken milk, chrysanthemum tea and plain water for the whole day.
It meant I have not been eating well for roughly three/four days.
But my appetite got better during dinner just now.
I managed to finish my share and also drank lots of water chestnut drink (my fave, hah.)
It was probably because of the more-tiring-than-usual training today.
Hopefully, my appetite will improve more as time goes by or I'll just get thinner.
Tyvm for all of your concerns, (smiles).

School today, also no life.
The girls were still laughing alot, perhaps I just didnt wish to get involved.
After school, my mind was blank.
I sat in my chair and thought, "What should I do."
Samantha was also unhappy, because of relationship problems.
So both of us sat there, in our seats, ranting ranting and ranting about our problems.
Disappointed.
We're very disappointed in the people we once believed in, gave our trust to.
They treated us like fools, idiots.
What rights do they have? Asshole lai de...

Some time before training started, sat with Liyana, Tirui and Asyqin outside girls' toilet.
Seeing them singing so happily, so carefree, I decided to join in.
Laughs, they were trying to give our class plant some T.L.C, hah.
So we got crazy, though I wasnt as high as they were.
Went for training.
Not feeling like elaborating anymore, I already see that lanjiaobin in my head.


Goodbye.