Trust ain't in my dictionary anymore.

Tio gan by my mother.

Just had an almost heated argument with my parents.

It started out from my deproving results, to not being a good daughter, bla3.

And ironic enough, we arrived to this topic - Smoking.

I kept mum at first, I didn't want to create a din, end up shouting like some crazy bitch, seriously not in the mood for that.

Suddenly, she came to the topic smoking.

I was told that someone told her that I smoke, and she kept it to herself, tahan until today then talk to me about it.

I said, "I never smoke."

Then she went on to say, "but someone told me you got smoke."

I said again, "I NEVER SMOKE."

Then she went on to say, "if like that, tell me why that someone will tell us you got smoke?"

I, fuck up alr, said again, "I ALR SAY I NEVER SMOKE! WALAO EY, WHO TELL YOU ONE?! "

And she replied, "you go and think yourself la, who's those people close to you one and you told them, go think."

Once I heard the "you told them", I shouted, "I ALR SAY I NEVER SMOKE LIAO, NEVER SMOKE, NEVER SMOKE!!"

Mother answers, "fine, father you go check with that person why say she(me) smoke, we must find out everything that happened"

I seriously bueysong alr, shouted "is who tell you one!"

And wtf, they don't want to tell me and kept asking me to just reflect, recall and whatever bullshit.

And mama's last sentence to me was, "if really what you said is true, that person don't deserve to be your friend."

I'm posting this to tell that person,

I will find out who is the one who backstab me like this.

I didn't smoke, and I aint lying through my teeth.

Yes, I did mention before I wanna take up smoking, cause at that period of time, I was seriously stressed, felt left out, lonely, feeling like some of my close friends are double-sided, whatever whatever, that's why I said I wanted to try smoking.

Fer Jesus' sake, I'm just a normal human, sex:female, age:thirteen, ten fingers, two hands, one head, one body, two legs, two eyes, one nose........ 

- not alien, not ET, not CJ7,

Bonus point is I have moodswings, and those fugging period like every teenage girl. -_-

Andand, have I ever mentioned or anyone around me mention that I've taken up smoking? 

If you saw my posts,plurk,whatever mentioning smoking, and condemned me by saying I have taken up smoking, and even so dua pai go tell my parents,

One word for you = MORON .

Though, I still remember I had told several people about wanting to take up smoking before or asking for advice,

And I remember CLEARLY to whom I told my words to.

If you're that particular "friend" who let my words go ear in, and mouth out, (your mouth I mean),

You don't deserve to be my friend. _|_

Whoever it is, I will definitely find it out, and I will not let the matter rest so easily,

Because what's not truth had been told to my parents, and you're creating big time problems for me, terimah kasih. 

Don't say that you're doing these for my own good, when I did no bad in the first place.

Anyway, my parents will be finding you very soon, by that time we'll have to settle everything.

I know I will lose out abit cause yes, I did mention before I wanna smoke,

But you, creating this mess, I see who go even more down. 

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If that person actually turns out to be my senior relative, I don't know. 

Ed Note: Charmaine shall private her blog very soon.