hallo .
haishh...
hhe was able tto sense my sadness iin tthe smses ii sentt hhim iin tthe old days...
ii always foundd hhim so fute when hhe encouraqedd me...
but now,,
hhe iis so obsessed with;iin hhis darlinqq...
cantt feel myy sadness anymore D:
ii rmb how fruel ii was tto hav dumpedd hhim thatt fruel wayy...
*fruel=very cruel,,ii shall always use an f tto representt "very" joint with another wordd.
e.g. fugly; very ugly/fupid; very stupid.
ii really wish ii couldd rewindd back tthe tiim,,
so thatt all wouldntt bbe tthe same,,
wish hhe couldd noe how reluctant ii was tto sayy those harsh wordds back then,,
tto tell hhim ii hadd an ulterior motive from whatt appearedd tto bbe...
not thatt ii still hav llovellove feelinqs for hhim...
well,,act ii donno,,anw iim alrdy attachedd,,cantt break piqpiq's heartt...
justt thatt,,
perhaps,,
iif ii wasntt so harsh back tthen,,
iid bbe a diff lifestory ii hav of me now...
perhaps we"d still bbe closestt qanns on earth now...
nvm thatt.
anw,,
hhes one of tthe mostt fute,,holy kinda boyy iive mett bahhs.
thatts myy overall opinion abt hhim.
iim currentlyy doinqq case-studies on myy belovedd-bestt-mates. [[:
next,,
iis a farnie andd nicenice kia.
still a boy.
(qalfwens tto bbe featuredd some other dayy bahh.)
my qann saidd smths abt hhim thatt links tto me,,andd my jieh.
iim so,,worriedd.
nott thatt iim kaypoh.
but it links tto me..
or else i wouldntt even bother.
iim afraidd myy jieh wouldd bbe hurtt some dayy.
cos my qann identifies hhim as a two-timer...
which links tto me;aqain.
ii donno lorhs...
many probllems...
confusion.
justt hope thatt tthe nicenice imaqe ii hav of hhim wouldd nott bbe spoilt...
andd everythinqq tto bbe solvedd...
overall-y,,
hhes very nicenice.
andd fute iin msn;
tthe way hhe replies. [[:

missinqq tthe old dayys;
when ii was trouble-free,,
when ii nvr neededd tto fake a smile......