ii tearedd......iim tearingg...
ii wonder,,
why am ii cryingg so much nowadays...
ii just feel,,unstable...afraidd...jealous...DEPRESSED...
iits gettingg me even more emotional...
everytiim ii cry,,
when iim down...
no one iis ard tto console me...
nott even hhim...
ii donn feell llovedd att all...
but ii won blame hhim...
cos perhaps,,
hhe doesnt even noe...
ii won blame others ttoo...
cos ii noe iim nott worth all these llovingg andd karringg.
ii justt wann tto ask,,
for all these years,,
hav ii been an arrogantt person???
answer me HONESTLY...


ii hate "sharingg" ue;;selfishness,,but iill just drop a tear andd forget all;;iit just shows how much ii llove ue...
how much iim afraidd of losingg ue when ii startt tellingg ue how much ue hav hurtt me...
but ii cant bbe selfish after all...} sillygirl.
when will everyone startt tto notice my fear hidden behindd thatt mask ii hav been puttingg on...} unstable girl.