into a hopeless love

Hehs , Im falling in love ... With a total stranger , someone I might never see again ...
So , I suppose it's counted as hopeless love .
I guess it's just a crush bah ; I'll get over it soon , very soon ^^
Anyway , I now know that friends you have at THIS age , can never be yours .
They go from friends to friends .
Until they find one perfect friend , they won't stop travelling .
So , I shall forgive && forget , && just wait till someday when I find a genuine friend .
- Someone whom I can call sister ,
or perhaps brother ; who knows , my real best friend may be a male xD
But then , I cherish my current ladies tuu , especially quite some ,
cos some have been through thick && thin with me for years , I can't be so , selfish rights (:
&& , I have secretly ranked my ladies .
From genuine ones tuu rather fake ones .
But then , who has been ranked which place , shall ALWAYS be a secret xP
Lolls ... I kisiao already ...
That's how it is when you know you're getting bored && you are getting bored , whatever .
Humphs ...
My plans keep having changes right .
Hoping ; Hoping hard will get tuu go out soon with the following ladies .
( Named by the nicks I gave them , hope you remember ! )
Xingan , Darling , Twinnie , Sweetheart , Precious , Qinaide , Kaixinguos , Dajiehs .
Others I havent listed out may be because I've seen you enough already ^^
OMG , I urber miss you ladies ...
But I can assure that when school reopens , some of us would have drifted apart already );
Blame who ?
Anyway , I MUSTMUSTMUST take photos with the ladies when school reopens .
Even though we'll be in uniforms && with messy hair :D
Cos I wanna upload them from my handphone && make a blog specially for my photos .
- Photos of me , and me && you ladies ^^
Going tuu blog-surf , then probably bore myself tuu death yea .
& yes , I want tuu go WEST SPRING , yeap yeaps ^^
If I'm not wrong , Milkbottle ; Sweetheart ; Twinnie want tuu study there .
Dont know anyone else who wants tuu study there le ,
if you ladies want tuu study there also must tell me worh ! xD
& xiiaomao jieh also going there , & my dajieh also study there , blehs .
Then , I'd really llove tuu go church weekly lehs ...
But hor , which church ?
Nat & Jia's ? Cousin's ? Or ... ?

&& ohhhhh im falling in love ...