llove or hate

im chaoji happaye again !
cos ..
yuu know i got scholarship right ?
daddy going to give me about SIXTY. dollars to SEVENTY. dollars to buy wht i wan !
lil miss tees .. eyeliner , glitter eyeshadow ;x .. tank top .. grey cardigan .. black skinny .. black shorts .. basketball (k , used wif voucher money) .. rolling stones tee .. pierce ear .. etc etc ..
ah ! th list is ohh so llonnnnnnnnnngggg !
& , most importantly .. dont have to worry about money !
( cos getting from scholarship mah )
but , will give daddy & mummy fifty each .
yeah yeah ..
rich kiddies think tht im getting high for nothing ..
but all these means th world to me kay ! ;D
haha !
uber uber excited for this coming february .. xD
FEBRUARY = MY BIRTHDAY MONTH & CELEBRATIONS & NEW NEW STUFF !
yay yay :]
ohh ohh .. forgot .. going to buy lil stuff for candied sisters & some lollies sisters if can .
cos i llove you all so so so so so so mucheyyyy .
so much , tht i gave Xingan a slight huggiiiiiiie during recess , dotes & lloves ^^
must dote & llove me also hor , i got sore throat & flu liao leh .. :D
and and .. i think im getting AHLIAN .. so .. um ..
please please please .. bear wif me kays ? ;x


all those missing , ditching, hating & jealousy ..
im tired of them already ..
i cant see who i miss ..
i cant escape away from th evil clutches of that lady ..
i cant seem to grow out of jealousy ..
i get pissed off when she says about how happy she was when spent time wif my beloveds ..
i still cant forget him , or them ..
i still cant lead a life of simplicity ..
i cant seem to jus ignore whatever she's doing thats making me pissed off ..
i cant seem to do so many things ..